Showing posts with label God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God. Show all posts

Sunday, June 7, 2015

Levi's Room

Well five weeks after my little bundle of joy has entered this world and I have finally completed his nursery. And what a fun project it has been! I have known what I wanted to do for months... but much of it could not be carried out without Levi's adorable little face. After all... the room is not really practical right now since he still sleeps in my room. At this point the room is just a tribute to his cuteness.

I didn't have a specific theme, just a color scheme. And I wanted to integrate scripture. After all, I am going to continually be speaking life into this little man and I want him to grow up surrounded by the word of God - starting with a big decal on the wall proclaiming God's promises for Levi, the tribe of Levi as well as my little Levi. We speak life and peace, reverence for God, and a destiny to turn many from sin over him all the time.

I wanted to post pictures so that everyone who gave me pieces of my nursery set could see how charming they look all put together. And they wouldn't look nearly as cute without his little face poking in here and there. He has not yet learned to smile on cue... but I love every sweet little expression.


Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Life is Pain


Once upon a time (well about ten months ago to be exact) I read a girl’s blog in which she shared the specific number of posts she committed to blogging weekly. I thought, awesome, I can do that. And I did…for about nine and a half months.

I think it is silly when bloggers come on after a little silence and apologize to the blogosphere for not writing. I am not about to do that. I am fully aware that all of those charming bloggers who glance at my posts every now and then have their busy lives and do not recognize a silence in my jolly little corner.

But I do. I notice it, I think of it, I struggle with it, I labor over it. And still, I am silent. Oh undisciplined wannabe philosopher! Why don’t I do what I ought to do rather than do what I do not wish to do? (Romans 7 moment…) After all, oftentimes I need my little nook on the web to force my heart and soul into a place of understanding.

In the last few weeks I have felt like I was thrust full speed onto the roller coaster of life without any preparation. What could have happened that put me in this strange place? That’s just it. It has not been one huge thing… but rather dozens of little (and a few not so little) things that have brought me to this weird, thoughtful and partially melancholy state.

Life, this wonderful life that I lead, is hard. Sometimes I hear the line from Princess Bride playing over in my head, “life is pain.” There always seems to be some new obstacle to overcome, some new hurt to feel.

I had a beautiful and painful hospital experience in the last few weeks. The kind that forces all the trivial matters to stand still as you witness first-hand what life truly is about. I have been struggling with the words to write about this event because I felt that it was worthy of a beautiful and well written note. But the grand words have not yet come,yet still, it must be mentioned. My grandma, the dearest woman in the world, was in the hospital after having a stroke. I went there to witness my grandpa, her husband of sixty five years, standing faithfully by her side. He was holding her hand and trying to make her laugh. The history that is created in sixty five years of matrimony is incomparable. The love that I witnessed in that hospital room is what life is all about. She is home now, and doing well. But I will always carry with me those beautiful scenes from the hospital room, where I witnessed the amazing love between two such entwined souls.


In the midst of my emotional state regarding the difficulties that come with living and loving, I was assailed by the poignant pain that can be drawn from no other place than a good classical work. Yes, one of my present ailments has come from the loss of Jean Valjean. Laugh if you will… but really, unless you have read this book, you cannot possibly understand the vast emotional, spiritual, and intellectual, journey I have been on. The depth of goodness and character as seen in this story is unheard of in today’s society. As I reached the end, I lay in my bed and wept. I cried for the goodness of Jean Valjean, the lack of character that I see in the world today, the injustice of mankind, the bitter sweet shift from daughter to wife, the amazing and selfless love of a wonderful father, and the inevitability of losing someone you love. All of these are hard truths to grasp.... and they bring pain to the one who strives to grasp them.

The book was about life. The real, hard, sad, true, painful bits that come with living.

And so the weeks passed in such a way where reality and fiction were entwined to lay a heavy weight upon my soul. After spending time with an acute awareness of the inevitable pains that life will bring I finally reached a better place. The place where I remembered and became supremely grateful for the grace of God.

Monday, April 7, 2014

Two Forms of Riches


As many of you know, I am a reader of classic literature. Being raised on Jane Austen and the Bronte sisters, to be perfectly honest, I find much of modern literature quite insipid. Most people would find it very difficult to be more interested by the (so I have heard) slow going story of Pride and Prejudice than the quick paced events of the twilight books. But so it is with me.

Yes…. I am still laboring over Les Miserables. It has been many months since I have undertaken this work. It is certainly a difficult read because of the vast amount of history sprinkled within the tragic story. However, there are such amazing nuggets of writing, not just writing, but profound truths, to be found.

I read this chunk last week, and I had to bookmark it so I could go back to it because it resonated with me so much. This is the reason why I read classic literature. Morals still existed then. God is recognized in everything. Goodness and character is desired above all else.

Volume 3. Book 5. Chapter.3

Poverty in youth, when it succeeds, has this magnificent property about it, that it turns the whole will toward effort, and the whole soul toward aspiration. Poverty instantly lays material life bare and renders it hideous; hence inexpressible bounds toward the ideal life. The wealthy young man has a hundred coarse and brilliant distractions, horse races, hunting, dogs, tobacco, gaming, good repasts, and all the rest of it; occupations for the baser side o the soul, at the expense of the loftier and more delicate sides. The poor young man wins his bread with difficulty; he eats; when he has eaten, he has nothing more but meditation. He goes to the spectacles which God furnishes gratis; he gazes at the sky, space, the stars, flowers, children, the humanity among which he is suffering, the creation amid which he beams. He gazes so much on humanity that he perceives his soul, he gazes upon creation to such an extent that he beholds God. He dreams, he feels himself great; he dreams on, and feels himself tender. From the egotism of the man who suffers he passes to the compassion of the man who meditates. And admirable sentiment breaks forth in him, forgetfulness of self and pity for all. As he thinks of the innumerable enjoyments which nature offers, gives, lavishes to souls which stand open, and refuses to souls that are closed, he comes to pity, he the millionaire of the mind, the millionaire of money. All hatred departs from his heart, in proportion as light penetrates his spirit. And is he unhappy? No. The misery of a young man is never miserable. The first young lad who comes to hand, however poor he may be, with his strength, his health, his rapid walk, his brilliant eyes, his warmly circulating blood, his black hair, his red lips, his white teeth, his pure breath, will always arouse the envy of the aged emperor. And then, every morning, he sets himself afresh to the task of earning his bread; and while his hands earn his bread, his dorsal column gains pride, his brain gathers ideas. His task finished, he returns to ineffable ecstasies, to contemplation, to joys; he beholds his feet in afflictions, in obstacles, on the pavement, in the nettles sometimes in the mire; his head in the light. He is firm, serene, gentle, peaceful, attentive, serious, content with little, kindly; and he thanks God for having bestowed on him those two forms of riches which many a rich man lacks: work, which makes him free; and thought, which makes him dignified. 

I would like to expound upon this beautiful bit of prose. But really, Hugo says it all. Some may say that much of this is not as relevant in today's society. After all, we no longer operate under a strict caste system. But I think you would be surprised at how much of this is still perfectly applicable in our world today. Character is still grown within the individual who understand the power of hard work and a reliance on God.

The ideal life is not one filled with material things, for those are merely distractions from what truly matters in this life. Thankfulness is not born easily in the entitled, but it is born in abundance in the heart that seeks goodness and truth.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

When Life Happens


Today I am very excited to be co-hosting the Faith and Fellowship link up with Susannah at Simple Moments Stick. It is such a blessing to encourage and be encouraged by a group of like minded women.
So here is a fun opportunity to share a piece of this amazing spiritual journey that is serving God.


Life is so funny sometimes. Why do we get carried away by our emotions? Ever feel like the little guy in this picture? I know I have my moments. Just a few days ago I was just blasting worship music while I was cleaning. I felt so full of life, peace, love, happiness, the Lord. All of the worries and cares that I had been dealing with kind of melted away as I worshiped under my breath. I remember thinking I should just always stay in that place of thankfulness and worship.

And then the moment passed. Literally…. Just that night a bunch of little things happened that stripped it all away. Just life. I was worried about everything. I was irritated. I was unhappy. I felt lost. I was lying in my bed at night, unable to sleep, and quietly asking God for answers.

How could I let the little frustrations in life bring me from such a wonderful high to such a sad low?

I know what God’s promises are for my life, but it is still vital to be reminded and refreshed on a regular basis. I can name many scriptures off the top of my head that point to God’s love, mercy, protection, all of the good that he has in store for you and me. And yet… life can just kind of wear you out. Which is why I am so thankful that we have God’s living and active word to go to every day!

I came across a scripture that spoke to me in such a profound way.


For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor with honor; no good thing does He withhold from those whose walk is blameless” 
Psalm 84:11

What a wonderful passage. The reference in my study Bible for sun is, "the glorious source of light and life." That just struck a powerful chord. When things seem dark, he is light. When things seems sad or hopeless, he is life for me. And then on top of that he bestows favor and honor. And finally, just when you think it cannot get any better, you come to the last statement, "no good thing does He withhold from those whose walk is blameless." No good thing does he withhold. Now there is a promise for you to stand on.

At first I was thinking that blameless is a rather big word. How can we ever be blameless? The word "blameless" brought a specific scripture that I memorized long ago to mind.

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God, without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe.
 Philippians 2:14 

So there you have it... don't complain and don't argue. Be thankful for what the Lord has given you. And then you will put yourself in a position to receive all that God has for you.

When "life happens" don't forget to head to the word. That is where you will find strength, peace, comfort, hope, joy... everything you need.

Faith and Fellowship Link Up

It's that time again - time for us to join together as a body of Christ and get to know and encourage our sisters in Christ!  Link up any and all posts you've written in this past week (or dig into your archives!) that are an encouragement for the Christian community!  I can't wait to read your testimonies, find out what God's doing in your life, or learn what you're learning in your quiet time!

Faith and Fellowship Guidelines
1.  Link up a post (not just the link to your blog) from the week that shares what the Lord's been doing in your life or speaking to you.
2.  Put the button on your blog post or blog so that others can hear about this wonderful group of Godly women.
3.  Visit as many blogs as you're able and get to know your sisters in Christ!
4.  Share this blog hop on social media using #faithandfellowship or pin the button on pinterest.

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